(With Nainamma- Dad's mom and Ammamma - Mom's mom)

I just got back from spending several weeks in India with family. The only way to describe the last few weeks is to go the Victorian novel route -- which is to use a million analogies and adjectives to describe the collision of emotions I felt with every breath. Either that, or I spend the next several weeks *scratch that* days processing my experience before presenting it to the external world. There is a fear that the longer I wait the farther I will go from it.

How do I go back and freeze time? How can I move on?